So here I am – poor little blog with no new posts…
but there hasn’t been anything to write.
Life is racing downhill at an alarming rate while at the same time disconnecting me from everything that felt solid. I’m falling into some very bad old habits and crashing in the worst possible way.
And I’m terrified.
So the blog has been the first to go, then twitter.
I’ve completely isolating myself so that things will be easier and feeling so alone, which makes things worse.
On the plus side I’m working on a blog which will explain my life over the last while (which I can’t put up yet, but hopefully will be able to soon)
And why I can’t see getting help as helpful.
So this is very much what life is like at the moment…(and for once its a photo I took myself)