I won’t lie to you. I’ve debated weather or not to come back, if I should just leave this as a random peice of internet detritus floating in the cyberworld and start again….but that felt too much like failure. There is even another empty blog of mine floating out there in WordPress land to prove it.
So here we are. New theme – which is meant to make it all better and new and shiny shiny….it hasn’t.
It is hard. And it hurts. So I’m taking this slowly. Very slowly. Will try to start with small blogging goals and then get up to regular…one day if I can.
But hey, this is a something. A begining. An attempt.
Which is what life is at the moment. A beginning, an attempt. I have moved interstate to be near family. My children are at a different and much better school and today- today I am out of bed. Maybe one day I’ll write about what happened in this gap. Maybe I won’t ever. We’ll see.
I’ve been to hell and I’m on my way back.
As a good friend said to me today things have to clear and get better soon, and they have to, don’t they?
So hugs to you all. And may allyour fridays be filled with warmth and at least one smile.
Sometimes thats all we can hope for.